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Wow, just wow! This book was so intense to read, so personally emotional. I identified with so much of this book, and that made for an emotional roller coaster of a read. The bullying, the rumors... so much of it resonated with me, which made it that much more powerful to read.
This is a book about bullying and rumors, and all the pain, rejection, and heartbreak that goes with it. But it is not the typical YA book about bullies. This story is told from the points of view of 5 teens. There is Elaine, the Queen of Healy High and the most popular girl in the school. Kelsie is Alice's best friend and a girl who reinvented herself from outcast to popular girl when she moved to Healy. Josh is a popular football jock, second in popularity only to Brandon Fitzsimmons, his best friend. Kurt is the nerdy guy with an incredible IQ, secretly in love with Alice. And then there is Alice. Although this is her story, she has no real voice until the very end. Unexpected, but effective.
What is most interesting about this story is that the story isn't just that of the victim. It is also the story of those who started the rumors, those who perpetuated them, and those who stuck by Alice throughout the entire ordeal. It doesn't necessarily make those bullies any more likable, but it does give us a level of understanding that you don't generally get in books about bullying. Showing these people from within their own minds also gives us a level of sympathy, even if we still dislike them.
For fear of spoilers,, I won't delve too deeply into the rumors, but they morphed into to horrible moments. It is a book with a message, that the lies and pettiness of others can destroy another. Alice is absolutely vilified, blamed for things she didn't do. I identified with Alice. I have been in her shoes, at least to some extent, and the feeling is horrible. Once the rumors begin, it is all too easy to lay the blame for anything and everything on that person. It is a sad truth.
Part of me wishes the secrets we learned throughout that vindicated Alice were revealed to the world. But on the other hand, that probably would have been too neat and life just isn't that neatly resolved.
Things to love...
--The realism. The situations and moments in this story are authentic and honest. The characters are not overblown or unrealistic, which I truly appreciated.
--The emotions. This is an emotional read. There is love, hate, hurt, anger, betrayal. It is a profound read.
Things I wanted more/less of...
--More Josh. There was more to his story, hinted at but not really explored.
Some Quotastic Goodness
--It's weird, because Alice Franklin doesn't sound like a slutty name It sounds like the name of a girl who takes really super good Chem notes or volunteers at the Healy Senior Center on Friday nights passing out punch and cookies or whatever it is they do at the Healy Senior Center on a Friday night (Loc. 23).
--I've just never been invited to them, and even if I were to be invited, I wouldn't attend. I see no need in taking part in forced adolescent social rituals that would do nothing but stir up emotions of dread for all involved (Loc. 344).
This is a deeply emotional and intense read. It is a book with a message, but it isn't preachy. It isn't an easy read, but it is a profound one.
Note: There are some themes about sex that make this probably a 15+ read.